In search of God

Hebrews 12:1-3, ‘Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us. Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, scorning its shame, and sat down at the right hand of the throne of God. Consider Him who endured such opposition from sinful men, so that you do not grow weary and lose heart.’ As believers we know that the physical realm is not the only one in the world, but there are powerful and forces, both good and bad, in the spiritual realm that are watching us live our lives as we try to accomplish the purpose and will of God for our lives. The evil one, the great deceiver Satan, tries to dissuade us, divert us, confuse us, blind us so that we may lose our way in disobedience and rebellion to God’s will and not finish the race before us. The righteou...

My apologies for not posting here for a while now. This is due to being distracted by the worries of this world. Lately my life has been in a Luke 8:7 moment, ´Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up with it and choked the plants.´ where my faith has been undermined by the worries of life. Today I felt like the spirit wants me to share my testimony with you, so here goes. At the beginning of 2010, my life seemed to be on a high. I had a promising career, I was in full control of my life, I was having the fun of my life, life with my young family was just starting out, I had these great plans, or so it seemed. This may sound cliché but something was missing. It was empty. In an attempt to fill the void I was partying hard drinking 750ml vodka at a sitting on a regular basis. Alcohol consumption for me was on a daily basis. I had an affair as that seemed to be the in thing. At our end year party done in early 2010, I put my foot in my mouth after drinking too muc...